Friday, June 29, 2007

celebration of july babies

LOVE.YOU.GUYS. n167 n w399.
As my life goes busier each day, i feel a greater need to have u guys by my side. Thanks for all da joy n laughter. Also, now i know why i always look forward to e weekends. not just becos i get to sleep a lil longer, not just becos i can sit back n relax. but is becos i enjoy the Word of God, the praise and worship, the presence of the Lord, and definitely not to leave out u guys, my beloved churchmates. i enjoy u guys presence. no matter how tough n exhuasted the journey may seem to me right now, i've learnt to take it easy and trust God that he will make ways for me. Thank God for the wonderful people in this big family.
With strong bonding, we can count on one another.
With faithfulness, we can trust in each other.
With love, we can seek for one another.
And with each other, nothing is impossible.
No matter which side of the palm u r at,
becos together, we're a fist
to beat down all devil attacks.
shld have put portable playstation on my wishlist. AHAHAHAHAS. kidding. i love the present. muacks to whoever bought it. happy birthday too to all da july babies.
Grace
Ck
shirley ' i love her donuts!!!

PRAYER MEETING

Li ting-- waiting for you says:
i got love notes fer u and zsa


eadelin says:
WAHHHHHHHHHH
eadelin says:
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeettttt

Li ting-- waiting for you says:
i meet u in sch den i pass u k


eadelin says:
OKAY!!!!!!!!


isnt she sweet?

prayer meeting was a fantastic one. want to know more? attend for the next pm then.
I find many people look better in this season.
Maria had her hair cut and the new hairstyle looks really good on her.
Angie bought new shirts from 77th street. man, i like the design. . Reminds me to shop before the GST increase.
Kevin - his strikingly red-white shorts with the black shirt is really unique. u need certain boldness to wear such combination. and i think it looks good on him. minglee, needless to say. got so many new bags n stuffs during her bdae. waiting for her to use *ahem*.
Tengchong looks good in the shirt with tie imprinted on it. blackwhite version. showcasing his formality in casual clothes.
Joshua,orange-white shirt matches his skin. he's all-rounded in sports. MAN. i must catch up with him.
Ezekiel has really nice hairstyle. neat, innocent and cute. goes well in his topman plain black/grey shirt. Makes people want to know him more.
Dunno what to wear? Dun fret. necklaces can help to press in at times. i love jamie's necklace. sparkling gem. it really makes one shine out just with that necklace alone. furthermore, the purple give rise to princess feeling. WHOOO.


all in all, if u wanna know how to dress up, jus look at maria. she got good taste all the time. man. exhausted. NIGHTS.




Thursday, June 28, 2007

PARTY -

YAY! exam is over. i hate talking about exam stuffs. so lets not go into details. jus need to know eadelin is all ready and prepared to receive her unwelcoming results. Finally get to wear my lovely bearr. cos i bought one for minglee's birthday as well. i find it cute. gosh. i'm the hanger. the bear is the main lead for the day. hehehes.

TO JOSHUA,if you r reading this, i pity u that u have to hide ur phone here n there.
I DON HAVE TO. BLEHS! don bash me.

To minglee,
i'm always here for you. exams are jus the part n parcel of our lives. lets learn how to face it together yup!
oh no. i'm late. I'M RUSHING DOWN TO MEET U NOW!!! poooff

Monday, June 25, 2007

would be there for me

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that’s okay.
Would you stand by me,
Let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care.
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
And never look back.

Would you be there to love, to be with me ?
Would you swear that your love is always true ?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away ?
Would you be there to love, to be with me ?
Would you swear that your love is always true ?
Would you say that you’ll always be the one,
to take my breath away ?
Would you be there ..

Sunday, June 24, 2007

simple love

every night, i soak my bed with tears.
grabbing every reason i could think of,
just to trust you one last time.
u took me for granted,
again and again.
the pain u inflicted,
is way too deep to be noticed.
am i that insignificant?
apparently, yes.
but deep down in you,
i hope there's a voice saying no.
My life is like a train,
moving way too fast.
People just come and go,
without having a closer look at my broken heart.
yes, life is hectic.
but i do not want to be manipulated by life.
all i yearn for
is a simple joy.
You can give to me,
if you treat me with a pure heart.
Throw away all your complications.
Stop staining my life.
Stop acting pathetic in front of the pathetic.
i don need all the vulgarities.
i dont need all the cold shoulders.
i dont need all the accusations.
i dont need all the ill-treatments.
i don need all the backstabs
all i need is you and your simple heart
with that very simple love.
story jus cant end well without your understanding.
thank you

Saturday, June 23, 2007

pleasing people is not a leisure

my sweet lil cousin came over to my hse ytd evening . still the girl who loves to mess up my room. then she found my pringles! ok. THATS IT. gone.
my grandma then came into the room, asking her to go out. it was nth usual but the words she said really hit me hard.

See, jiejie so hardworking, don disturb her. go out drink ur milk milk now. drink more den can grow up and run fast fast like jiejie. bring many trophies back.

trophies.goodacademic.leadership posts. so what. i think i'm still a failure afterall.

i'm a total loser when it comes to relationship.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

bio consultation

Friends that truly shine

Went to tm popular after bio consultation. minglee, zolene n I spent hrs looking for a perfect chem guide to ace in our upcoming exam. yeah, all da last minute job. but i believe there r ppl out there catching up too. all da teachers don quite believe that eadelin can do well. oh, we shall see.

one life, i lay at your altar

one love, i have with you

one word, you know i will follow

one heart, broken to you

Monday, June 18, 2007

photos of sentosa

WINNERS

DONT U THINK NAT[ THE LIME GREEN SHIRT GUY] LOVES TO TWIST ALOT?

ZOLENE.BERNARD.MINGLEE.VICTOR.NICHOLAS.


CHAOS



Showing off his tattoo
'drama' team


i pity him man.


Pirates 5

Our FLag


YUUUUPY






THEY LOVE TO ACT ALOT



fri sentosa

Friday sentosa was a woah woah man thou it rained like a mad chilly padi in da morning.
we had so much fun even before we reached da sentosa. keep talking, keep walking, keep roaming around the vivo city, keep taking photos, keep crapping, keep laughing. buzz.
Finally! we're IN SENTOSA!

didnt noe that joshua, nicholas and victor can play so well in basketball. derek n nat are monkeys that can jump really high to catch da ball. stupid guys, i think i hardly even touched the ball. thats really unfair. HAHAHAAHAS. some idiotic people swam across to the opposite island, leaving me behind in da shallow water. dunno how to swim is quite a pathetic thing. urghs. den ezekiel and derek went to write TPJC on the sand, cool. thats our footprint in sentosa.

Hate the showering part. must queue up really long.
on our way back home journey, was all da craps again.

having bk meals at the viewing site was really smth new n fun. we need not have to search for seats n the place there is quiet n beautiful. love changi airport. da best place to hang out doing nth. jus sit there, enjoying each other's presence, satisfying your stomach with burger n fries. heaven.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

everyone has a choice to make

crap. hoping to hit 66s in nationals for 400m, now, completely dropped the idea. my timing is such a far cry from my expectation. i mean, my timing has been slowed down by 4seconds. yea, such a oh my goodness thing with 68s dropped to 72s. like, i hate to have that number 7 right at the first position. whatever it is, i'm jus gonna give my best shot on the day itself. YEAH. WATCH ME FLY. thats all i can believe in myself. and yup. feeling real lethargic now. Thank God for minglee and ezekiel. they came over to help me with spaghetti and sandwiches. tmr gonna heat up hotdogs n sum up all the sandwiches. oh yah. Charmaine also fighting hard to rush out salad n crabmeats. also, credits to jeff n chien who came to help out with the grocery shopping. whole body ache. council bbq outing after sentosa. man. SUCH A FUN DAY, but energy consuming man. exams are coming. gosh, i think the only person i can study with is minglee. YEAH. shall glorify God thru our results this time.

OH YES. after watching both star movies of spiderman 3 and fantastic 4, i jus found out they have smth similiar. We do have choices. yup. so make ur choice today. set ur heart n soul to go for it. i mean, mistakes are smth we can learn from, but regrets are smth forever. LOVE.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

DEAL OR NO DEAL

ok. jus found out smth interesting from my aunty, the deal or no deal game!
so check this out!

http://www.nbc.com/Deal_or_No_Deal/game/dond.swf

alright. my current record: 400k. beat it or bite my dust.
wahahahas. don mess with the banker =p

Monday, June 11, 2007

cockroach makes me run

i thought today was jus another ordinary track training in school. Mrs barnabas insisted to have the time trial done by today, so my heart was like shouting for God, HELP! i'm still feeling sick these days. havent really recovered from bad coughing and flu. that explains my horrible voice ok. what i feel really bad is that i passed the cough to my grandma. urghs.. ok back to track.
so i was like keep praying in my heart to God for strength. den i went to wear my spikes. Here comes the exciting part man! jus keep on reading, u wun regret. after wearing my spikes, i felt smth struggling at the bridge of my left foot. i could feel its wings. The initial thought is "must be that yellow butterfly" [ cos i saw it flying ard in my hse ytd] so i removed my left spike, and hit it against wall. GUESS WHAT! a super, gigantic, ultra-ugly freak flew out from my shoe- COCKROACH! A FLYING COCKROACH! i ran to the track n cried like a mad penguin. the girls dispersed as the flying cockroach attacked them. gosh. i brought a cockroach from my house to school. Eeeeeeeee yrrrrrrrrr. unbelievable. it actually flew to my shoebag n to my shoe! i still put the shoebag into my bag eh. man. disgusting freak. i'm so scared of cockroaches alr lah.

den i was totally energised after the cockroach incident. did God send the holy cockroach to strengthen me? oh God, not in this way please! when everybody had finally calmed down, we were all stationed for a 400m race. ok, my heart was pumping real fast. dunno whie. Den i started off with a quick kick and became the lead after 100m. actually, i was so afraid that perrine would catchup at the 200m mark. i was at lane 3, outer curve. Thank God, i managed to maintain my speed all the way to the finishing line. BUTT CRAMP, as usual. Praise God for that time trial. i wouldnt be first without him. 68s, broke my old 400m time record. hurray. i treated it seriously. cos i don wanna be a laughing stock in nationals. i took 2 years to break my personal best, that shows how slow i am in 400m. urghs. hope to do even better in nationals.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

JUST A SECOND..

92% of our worries is redundant but arent we always filled with worries all the time? Just cast ur that remaining 8% to God. As u do ur best, God will do the rest. Praise God for friends that are coming to church. Sentosa outing is coming! hurray. but chiensing not gonna be there. like, hes the joke ic loh. urghs. Thank God for helium guy, derek. cant wait to dress him up as the pirate. [ it's not gonna be a handsome pirate for sure] amanda and minglee birthdays are coming! like, very soon. then SOMEBODY reminded me that my birthday is coming too. interesting. my body clock didnt tell me so. urghs. oh yah, i have monty's bar card. like, can go there n celebrate again! yummy sirloin, here i come.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

i love babies!!!!

u must lose something in order to gain something. i lost my handphone n guess what? i got a new ipod! The old one was orginally shipped from dunno where[ ezekiel bought for me] and in the same month, tragedy happened. i left my ipod in the washing machine! stupid washing machine. i was crying like a mad chicken , hoping my love for ipod could revive it. my ipod was in coma for a few months. well, i really tried very hard to revive it. When ezekiel pronounced ipod dead that day, i was super heartbroken lah. then we found out that this ipod was still within the one year warranty! hehehehehes. i really find the apple company is dumb. they thought that the ipod they gave me is a fault one. so ... hehehehehehes!



ezekiel also got a new ipod. he told the person that the ipod got some problems and he requested for a new one. but the fact is, the ipod got too many scratches. he jus wanna get a new, black, shiny ipod with U2 signature behind. HOHOHOHO.





oh yah, other than new ipod. i also got 'new ' cousin. SHES LEEANNE'S SISTER! her name is amber. she's cute, isnt she?






Sunday, June 03, 2007

moi very first method jus set up 8 planets!

to refrain myself from seeing things that i don wish to see, i think i better listen to ezekiel and jus leave the comments alone. no matter how sarcastic and bad can the comments be, there is no point keep arguing over insignificant issue. there are still friends who see and work things out with their purest hearts. and i'm sure God will bless me such friends some day. be it the next minute or the very last min before i depart from this earth, i still carry that belief that such friends do exist. i still feel very strange with this person calling me bitch [ pardon me from spelling out ] jus because of a word? i din know i have that impact. lols. side joke.

and yeah, thanks for those who keep asking me to rest well. esp jamie, kevin n ezekiel n my
GRANDMA. i think i really rest very long. hehehes.
man, i still have loads of things waiting for me to complete. can i have an angel from heaven to do homework for me please. hehehehes

Saturday, June 02, 2007

YELLOW AND STICKY PHLEGM. wow!

coughed out really alot of yellow phlegm. ok, i know u feel disgusted by now. woke up 8am in the morning to get ready for my badminton finals! After brushing my teeth, somehow this bad feeling overwhelmed me n i went to bed again! den i told myself, jus another 5 mins of rest...
somehow the 5 mins dragged to a few hrs. and yah, i missed the badminton. shucks!
received tengchong's sms saying he was jus a point behind the person, i was like, MAN. WHAT A PITY. maybe that guy prayed a minute longer.[ thats my inital thought ] hehes.

i'm feeling feverish man. jus measured my body temp and the themometer showed 36.2.
am i cold blooded or the thermometer is not working. maybe i'm just thinking too much.
GOT TO GO N PREPARE! for another round of EMERGE service.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

E.M.E.R.G.E 2.0.0.7

put ur hands up in the air~
put ur hands up in the air~

i didnt know today is vesak! like, how blur can i be. but who cares. theres smth more than vesak to me, and is EMERGE!!!!! really miss all da peepz. *HAAACHOO!* man, some of u miss me too har? feeling a lil unwell now, but still, i 'die die' must go down for emerge. my mobile really irritates me. i mean, i feel like giving myself a break this week. so maybe i wun entertain calls that asking me to go down for proposal, for meeting or whatever that really harms my body cells. and yes, that includes training. Nash even asked me out to study, man, is like, sorry, not this week. this is not an irresponsible act. all these things can push to 2nd week of the holiday. eadelin jus want a break LAHS and have whole loads of fun with my peeps later on. HEHEHEHES. rock on n167 n w399. Slacking is still an art man. i still feel uneasy with staying at home doing nth. yah, maybe i'm born to do something. WAH. it jus came instantly alright.lols.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

peach banana tastes gooooooooooood

OH MY GOODNESS! my internet is back to working condition! now i can start working on my GPP, also the national's day proposal, replying all the council matters, doing whatever quiz n questions, blogging like no man's business, chatting like mad cow.[ ok no link i know]
. IS LIKE, i can stop going ard begging ppl for computers . YES!

Last week duty was still boring as before. i was allocated to guard the black n ugly door. as i was standing there, i could feel a second by another second ticking away in my mind's clock. den i began to tell myself i'm not going to waste my youth like that. In fact, there r many things waiting for me to do. Yeah, now is the time to look for a new ministry. Direct translation from chinese version yea: the heaven is boundless, the earth is endless, sure there is place for me to dwell in. In addition, i was so proud of kevin las. the only dancer in our cell group. so jealous of that photo shoot. [ cos can take away the pimples n all. OOPS. I'M NOT SAYING KEVIN HAS PIMPLES!]



LADIES N GENTLEMAN, i lost my phone!
my 16th phone sia.
i'm now using this crazy old phone, with unwelcoming function of auto switched-off. so in any cases that u cant reach me, jusss.... TRY AGAIN LAH=)

i went to shop last monday.
1 new jean shorts
2 pair of shoes
1 spag shirt
1 bag
1 jacket- I LOVE IT!
1 super sparking hair rubber band

total: $***
hehehehes.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

friends over friends

i felt unfair but i'm not gonna say a word to u anymore. it seems like u can have so much fun with these bunch of friends but when u're with us, u claimed that we dun show concerns, we dun notice u n we cant b bothered to talk to u.

i feel that we have the rights to sae that u dun show any concerns too, u dun really notice our presence too n u also dun even bother to talk to us. it takes 2 hands to clap. right now, u drift away from us jus becos u found a new grp of friends. To you, they're the people u can hve fun with. they're e ppl u can talk to. i'm so sorry to say, i can make new friends, but at the same time, i'll still put in my best effort to keep in touch with these bro n sis. i feel no point telling u that i'm hurt cos u're emotionally shut down. u no longer breathe the same air as me.
ur heart is with them. is always about them. u always need someone to support u. the girls r at least so much stronger than u.

loneliness is just a bullshit word. we're never alone. we jus need to be sensitive to the things ard us. afterall, u're jus being bais. ur so called' friends' r alwys right. and we're alright wrong. or rather, i'm always wrong.
since i'm always wrong, whatever i sae to u is down the drain. may as well keep that distance between us, at least we still keep the memories of each other. Since u refuse to reply or pick up e calls, i understand i'm a nag n ur frens r so much more fun than me. i'm sorry that i'm boring.
really.

HAPPY WEEK.

look like the revival is drawing near. With prayer plus action, i believe the heaven will pour down blessing upon cell grps.

had so much fun on friday! the very fact that it was the last day of school, the whole school of JC1, [ n some JC2] went down to changi base for the navy open house. we spent lots of time at the 'mines' intellectual game there. won away two boxes of jigsaw puzzle! [ it's not easy ok!]
den we went further down to try that skateboarding. anisah n i looked really stupid trying to hang on there.kiku n jeff wanted to look cool, but sad to say, they fell down from the skateboard even earlier thn us . so the ultimate winners still, THE GIRLS. due to time constraint, we didnt get a chance to try the bungee run n the jumping thingy. YUCkS. oh yah, love the look-like-boat-but-is-not-a-boat ride. had a great hair blowing session there! only queennie didnt enjoy the thrilling ride. poor she, haing MOTION SICKNESS! it was a disaster.

Fun didnt jus end here after heading back to sch.

minglee, xinwei, zolene and i cab down to east coast beach for BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES. I'M THAT HYPER.
the bbq was never a boring one. i mean, chien sing was therree! his lameness never fails to make me laugh out loud. i think we seriously need to run one URL election. [ u r lame]

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